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11
2008
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23
11
2008
MOVED!


 glad to say i have moved.
still like the layout of this space.
might move it over.
meanwhile, here's the new url.
its nice to relink but if you dont, it doesnt matter.


pop by once in a while and say hi, k?
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12
11
2008
Change is the only constant.


i think i need to get a new writing space.
i still like jugem though, after the much needed makeover, it looks great.
but since i left this writing space pretty much dead to become a full time mugger, i figured i should get a new one. kinda like a rebirth. not that i'll be writing a lot again. i mean i used too, maybe not anymore. its seems like most of my writings have become public declarations of love for american dramas and the very good looking people in it, not that i am embarrassed about it.  also, it its very unfortunate that people lack the ability to use the comment function in the absence of a tagboard. that said, i went ahead to get myself a wordpress acct, just an acct, not a blog yet. i couldnt find a name to put on it. i dont like the mollypickles name for my jugem, i did it on impulse, which is another reason why i wana make a move. it seems i make one every year, so maybe this year wouldnt be so different. im having an identity crisis, or so it seems. i cant find a new pseudo for myself, but im pretty sure im not molly anymore. all my other pseudos just popped up at me but nothing is jumping out of the hole yet. maybe im making too much of a moutain out of this tiny molehill. but i need a change, afterall, its the only constant. i need a change, change i can believe in. im deeply sorry about the sudden abuse of subliminal messaging of american democracy. really happy obama won. the soldiers deserve to get back. i seriously cannot believe that i wrote an entire paragraph on the need for change, and yet nothing has been done. hypocritical, paradoxical. whatever. im feeling crappy. slept half an hour last night, spent 5 staring into the ceiling. my insomniatic phase is back to haunt me, even the headahce phase paid a pretty long visit. oh wells, i guess that is all. 
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08
11
2008
As we know it.


earlier this evening, i was flicking through the channels and decided to watch a drew barrymore movie, Never been kissed. if im not wrong about the title. the show where she went undercover to write a story and relived her high school days which ends with she kissing the blond haired blue eyed english teacher.
it was a regular chick flick, with the whole romance and all. the ending was cliche. definitely. and yet, i chose to watch it. not that i regret. but it did lead me to a realisation that we choose to things, say things that are so predictable, some that might even seem cliche. we choose to do this things because it awards us with some sense of familiarity and security. reliving life as we know it. look cliche up in the dictionary and you'll find the meaning looking like this or something like this. 
cli‧ché [countable]
an idea or phrase that has been used so much that it is not effective or does not have any meaning any longer

i dont really see the whole point of the above paragraph, but its probably the only brain stimulating thought i have had today since 1 o'clock, when my eyes opened to the blinding rays of the sun. i wished i had woken up sooner, before i had a nightmare, maybe not a nightmare. a bad dream, or visual. i dreamt that i got an E8 for my chinese o lvls. one grade short of not having to retake the examination. the whole experience came really close to reality. maybe, a little too close. devastating, as i recall. it wasnt scary, but that it could be real, makes it scary. 
fear
 [uncountable and countable] the feeling you get when you are afraid or worried that something bad is going to happen

i must apologise for the excessive use of snagging definitions of words from the longman online dictionary. but it struck me, that while we face fear all the time, the biggest fear we have is probably fear of the unknown. i really do hope i get at least a D7, i still get the shudders, thinking of last night. i need to know that i can heave a huge sigh of relief, so that i can take in a breath of fresh air, and liberate myself from the clutches of fear, and of chinese too.

speaking of breaths of fresh air, a new drama/ dramedy as they call it just made its way into my life, becoming an integral part of my junkie lifestyle. pushing daisies. 



the whole concept and cinematography, storyline, actors, acting, script is the epitomy of a breath of fresh air. something new and different. i was really impressed with ugly betty, but after watching the barrymore chick flick, couldnt help but think that ugly betty was just a huge cliche afterall, but made excessively humourous with michael urie (mark) and betty newton (amanda). while the fleeting romances betty had with all the guest recurring co stars was sweet, the taste didnt last long. i guess what kept me hooked was the random moments of comic relief by mark and amanda. michael urie was a former student at Julliard. and so was Lee Pace. the leading man of pushing daisies. i love pushing daisies, because the romance story isnt cliche and and the script is amazing. i tend to want to watch shows for the scripts, apart from the dashingly hot actors. as for pushing daisies, while storyline wise is pretty predictable, the actors really hold the show together. 



lee pace is fantastic, really adorable and standing at 6 feet 3 inches tall. thats about 1.92 m. kinda looks like shia labeuff. just more empire state building. way taller. woohoo.

 wells, i guess its time to jump into bed. nightnight.
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02
11
2008
a penny for your thoughts


it has been ages since i wrote anything. this writing space is so dead, as it should be. i'll just leave it at that.

had to write, way too many things going on, awesome and unawesome, its still alot. if only they really paid a penny for each thought you had, i'd be a walking millionaire by now.

recently decided on my subject combi, expected but not exactly popular, oh wells, going with the flow is not exactly my forte.

the chinese exams are a couple of days away, ok, lets make that 2.
i havent  really studied, its not as if you can. but i am going to go on a memorising meltdown, and just cramm it all in.

that being said, the weather is not exactly helping. i kinda miss the freezing windy rainy days at school. the cold just fuels thoughts of wearing button coats and beanies. but the sudden rise in temperature has just released an onslaught of headaches, one major one yesterday that i had to put to sleep with a somewhat lethal dose of panadol and another today afternoon and now one more. two in a day. value packed. if only someone could invent a machine of some sort, portable would be good like something handholdable, so i would know when my headaches would come and then maybe, i can rip my head off. maybe the excruciating pain of doing so would end the misery of the stupid headaches. its suppose to be winter season, or at least colder this time of year. well, there is a reason why algor got a nobel anyway.

something unexpected, im now a really big fan of gossip girl. this season is definitely ALOT better, it probably sits on the other end of the spectrum this time. gone are the days where every single hit from mainstream music is crammed into everypossible moment of the show. last season was a total flop. the story way too similar to OC. im gald josh schwartz has gained some of his brilliance back. looking forward to episode 8. nate kissed jenny, or jenny kissed nate. doesnt matter the ep ended with the two making out. nate looks hotter this time too. 

grey's is still good, has always been. 

ugly betty is really nice too. kinda miss the bettygio romance, but looking forward to the jesse one too. linsay lohan's recurring guest role is so cliche but really fun to watch -  nothing like a touch of mean girls. 

also, i finally finished OC season 4, the last of it. erm the ending was devastating really. but it was nice to see how all the characters evolved. i used to think that the taylorryan romance was crap and gross, but they are a really cute couple in that show, wierd but nice. 90210 is gna air soon on star world, in place of ugly betty s2, sadly. lets see how that goes. the people are good looking and wear really pretty clothes, perhaps its going to be gossip girl all over, just set at the west coast of LA -  pretty clothes with pretty people.

i guess thats all, time for a much needed shower. chao.
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02
10
2008
the changed, the changing and the changes (AND the unchanged)


 just so you know, this is the second time im typing this due to an accidental delete of my entire entry. the content might differ, but you will never know that now would you. kindly read on.

about a month ago, i sat infront of my computer or rather, my sis' computer and wrote about how i was actively contributing to deforestation in a bid to study and learn and hopefully put an end to the misery of the tall green trees rooted all over the globe (as my teachers have taught me so). fortunately, those days have passed. i got back part of my results today. 3 subjects, but 4 papers. first up was physics 70. followed by chem 69, then maths 1 77 and maths 2 68. i would say im considerably satisfied since i managed to bag 2 As and 2 very consoling Bs today.

since my previous entry on 1/9, quite lot has changed, my lifestyle, mostly. and there are some aspects that remain stagnant.

(break to watch sandra oh on jimmy kimmel live. man i love cable!)

my present...

i got hooked on the O.C. once again. i regret not watching season 1 last time. as i have come to realise. but i dont think the content was well, suitable or comprehendable to say the least when it first aired locally. somethings are best left when one has weathered storms or blow out a couple of candles.

i have returned back to piano after an exam break to make way for study time. playing leisurely for a couple of weeks after the exams was enjoyable. but i have no choice but to get on with the next grade. and hopefully pass. im gonna work even harder. so in the event that i fail, unfortunately. the fall will be even harder, and maybe even produce a loud thump that hopefully will send a signal that maybe, im not cut out to be a musician. 

speaking of prospective careers, im glad i managed to pass the subjects i got back today. at least, i qualify for the combi that i intend to take. pure arts has definitely crossed my mind, but clearly, it isnt encouraged. condemened, to say the least. it seems that people who take history, geography and literature when they head on to sr high are just losers who want to run away from having to do maths. it isnt surprising given that we have teacher(s) who speak to us as if we were foetuses floating around in invisible wombs. clearly the only thing floating is that tiny brain of it in that empty rock hard skull of it that is probably filled with coconut juice anyway. i mean, that combi isnt even possible since we were robbed of the chance to pursure arts in jr high. pfft. some shd really watch the kind of trash they spew out on a daily basis. results day aint exactly the perfect day to express their two cents worth of crap that the arts stream was created for losers who couldnt pass thier sci and maths. utterly inhumane. perhaps so, since they were denied the opportunity to put their linguistic and artistic abilities to practice given that there isnt an arts stream available. talk all the crap you want. it took the sci stream and look what it turned out to be. haa.

well, besides my distaste for the public schooling system im forced to put through in my precious youth, grey's anatomy which im still hooked on to just makes life a whole lot better.

my marking days break, better know as my junkie days consisted mainly of moving from one screen to another, alternating between the O.C. and greys. life's good so far and i hope it stays that way. a couple more papers to collect tomorrow, the dreaded chinese too.

oh wells. its tata for now. friends will be on soon.
did i mention, i love cable? im guessing yes but whtever, I LOVE CABLE.
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01
09
2008
POOT.


this is just one of my many escapades. away from the evil clutches of my textbooks and papers.
i wonder how many trees have i killed, just in this one year, in an attempt to put a tiny little A or a few on my report card.
is it worth it. its a massacre.

in an attempt to look for the grey's anatomy soundtracks, entered this site with a couple of topless ladies and of course a link directing me to the music. clicked on the link, which led me to the tracklisting. only to see a puny naked lady dancing, commando next to the damn link. i could have clicked it but gave up. the last time i saw a porno popup was ages ago, when my dumb com caught a virus. it was sick. indeed. couldnt take it anymore, gave up looking and closed all the tabs in one shot. my eyeballs nearly fell out with her ass jiggling next to the link, she was closely to airing the entire lady town. the above might have been too explicit but i cant see how i will be able to continue reading into one man's endless sexual cravings and another lady who dances later without ridding those ghastly images off my mind. so you know now, its time to take your precious comm to the doc's when it tells you its innermost thoughts, which are often perversed, as i have come to realised.

so the main point is, im looking for the soundtracks of the drama that has got me hooked so badly. if you have it, please be kind. call me slow or whatever, i wanted to watch grey's like centuries ago. but i fell asleep, that was probably 2 years back. amidst this youthful bliss of my sweet sixteen, i have come to comprehend the complexity of the relationships of those 5 impressionable interns. and also, leave me in awe of the how shonda rhimes can come up with something so orignal. originality never fails to amaze me. now that my american dramas and music phase is back, the jap one has sadly ended. i think patrick dempsey is truely mcdreamy. watching the finale of private practice again this morning also led me to see that officer nelson is hot too.

im into boys like girls now, typical punk rock music, but some how theirs is alittle different than what i was hooked on too in my younger days, back when i was 11 or 12.

i love grey's anatomy.
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17
08
2008
all that glisters is not gold.


our first medal since our independance, if not our second medal after 48 years of trying and waiting.
im pretty happy.
i see a school holiday coming.

anyway, mr phelps who has a bulldog named herman has gotten his 8 gold medals wish granted, this morning at the 4 by 100 medley relay.
im happy.

so now that the olympics is over, im going on a hiatus.
gna stay away from the comm as much as possible, and the tv too, though grey's anatomy at 430 on star world will remain my tiny breaks. im gna go for ghastly chinese remedials now, mom says there aint room for failure so yep, im free anyway.

perhaps i'll update, the bottle aint big enough to fit all that nonsense.
oh wells, goodbye for now.

i love mr phelps and his bulldog herman.
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09
08
2008
a new look.


changed the picture so its goodbye to yoko for now.
its now onerepublic, my current favourite band's frontman lead singer and songwriter ryan tedder.
its abit boring that is black and white but i couldnt find a nice coloured picture that would go with the red-grey colour scheme of the blog. oh wells. it will just look slightly darker. peehee.
off to do some maths.
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09
08
2008
ONE YEAR OLDER.


my country is greying.

the eoys is drawing near, about a month more so i guess i wont be online anymore, even weekly entries might become things of the past.

watched private practice ending,
kinda disappointed.
dell confessed and smooched naomi.
sam agreed to be open about having sex with his exwife naomi and smooched her.
so naomi got smooched twice behind the door and infront of it.
pete told addison to get out there if she wanted to find someone.
addison is so gna date that policeman.
pete regrets and decided to fight for addison starting by waiting outside her house.
cooper is sexing with charlotte king.
violet is well, back to sq one.

they made it way to obvious that there would be a season 2 which there will.
so i'll be waiting. patiently. i want to see some pete and addison romance instead of the incessent revenge snogging.

went to watch the dark knight on thurs with my lovelies.
2 out of 8 were shedding tears after the show.
i was happily laughing at all the shocking parts.
but the dead batman with joker face paint suddenly banging against the glass door still got me. damn.

oh well, its late so im going to bed.
peehee.
happy national day everyone.
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03
08
2008
and the sun shines again.


really sunny today, got up abit late this morning at 1130.
ended up late for 12 oclock lesson.
teehee.

qy,keni and seewei came over today afternoon to go over ace.
managed to take away 700 words, and yep organise the parts.
spent some time looking at youtube videos.
showed them private practice kissing scenes that made qy go all uncomfortable.
i happen to think they are funny.
private practice only has 9 episodes, thank god for season 2.
i guess there aint going to be much development between pete and addison, to my dismay.

well, i'll wait for season 2 to come.
gaa, still go maths hw and physics revision waiting for me.
and a whole pile of filing to do for eoys.
pfft. life is tough.
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